yep its 2 in tha mornin, and here i am thinking negative thoughts.
well actually when i started this it was 2 in tha morn, and i wasn't really upset, just couldn't think of anything good for me. but i would be stuntin if I pretended that I wasn't gonna post this blog because I feel a little better. Lol.
This is the Last Real Poem I ever wrote... if we're friends on Facebook, chances are you've seen it... and this one means a lot to me, because it's the most emotionally open I've ever been in my life.
God's Humor
If its God's Humor you just have to let it be.
Only God knows the consecutive nights I cried
when Poppy died
it became a part of the way i would sleep
think about him, lay in bed, soak my pillow
it stopped the day i pretended he left
left of his own free will,
and that he would be back again one day.
It is so funny, It isn't in me to fear death
but I want for everyone else 2 have invincibility on their day
I'm weak... I'd rather pretend against the truth
then let someone just disappear
I'd rather say they moved past me
they had something better to do with their life
than to live in misery with me.
It just makes me feel like....
they are happy
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awww.....i love it, i felt it when i was reading it....
aw man...luv that. if u were to have only a last poem..that's a good one to go out on. and it makes complete sense..it's amazing the lies we tell ourselves just to get thru everyday life. probably why its sumtimes so unbearable for others to lie to us. we dont need any help. ur so honest with urself...good quality to have.
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